This is my story！ Service to Civilian: A Journey Through PTSD is memoir about my military service where some of my comrades were injured and some were killed。 After ending my time in service I joined the police department where I faced balancing selfless service， integrity， bureaucracy， and the weight of the negative policing culture around me。 All this while I was fighting ever-increasing depression and ultimately a PTSD incident that brought me to the edge of suicide。 Please join me on my heal This is my story！ Service to Civilian: A Journey Through PTSD is memoir about my military service where some of my comrades were injured and some were killed。 After ending my time in service I joined the police department where I faced balancing selfless service， integrity， bureaucracy， and the weight of the negative policing culture around me。 All this while I was fighting ever-increasing depression and ultimately a PTSD incident that brought me to the edge of suicide。 Please join me on my healing journey-and possibly embark upon your own。 。。。more